I need to smoke more weed?

cuz life sucks now and weed helps everything :)...ive gone to 4 schools now in 3 years and the last school sucked.i got manipulated into sexting a dude, my table probly didnt like me, nobody would talk to me and they thought i had something to hide cuz i blush easily, but the only thing i had to hide was using percocet once, vicodin, and almost dying b4 in school coz of overdose, and weed but many ppl do it, so i dont think any of them want to hang out with me again, so with weed what else takes away any caring of anything/anyone? cuz they dont care about me and i need to let go, on the upside i cant cry anymore cuz of weed lol, and dont say exercise or anything else...i just want to forget and move the **** on.